when my heart cries...

(2007)
when my heart cries...

I rather shut the fuck off

than to smile

run away and hide

than to say what I felt inside

I rather save my words

and let tears running

Through my face

Than to speak up

But no one minds

I rather stay wet

Under the rain

Than to share umbrella

With fake friends

I rather be alone

Than to spend my

Time with unknown

and I rather be here

Than to wait for someone

Who’s in there and

Doesn’t care

I hate waiting

But somehow I’m

Longing that someone

Would be here

So I can share the burden

That I’m embracing

‘coz I’m tired and sick

I’m always rejected

That’s the reason why

I chose to sit rather

Than to stand up straight…

*i'm sorry about the "F" word