Wednesday, October 20, 2010

A little change: “I hate to confess it but I have to”

Recently, my mum and I were having a little conflict concerning my blog posts when she accidentally saw those ugly images on the desktop while I was busy searching about occultism, again.

To her, I was more like exposing satan’s evilness-----which could make him pleased instead of God. Since I’m up to the revelation of secrecy/occults, illuminati, and mind control which is probably a lot of Satanism was involved. Disregarding that this is the other purpose of this blog-----to expose how the devil works to deceit us by means of media, especially the music industry.

Okay agreeing to her and to the fact that there might be young readers who would look at it other way and even find it more interesting, then that would be bad, it seems like I was leading them to death!-----than warning them, instead.

But hell yeah! I insisted, whatddayah expect I even searched more and more like I was addicted to it and obsessed to blogging, ‘I gotta find more’ my thoughts would start.

Everything went wrong, I even skip lunch or forget breakfast, and whenever I got home from work I would automatically rushed in to the pc and open all my social account, horrible! During working hours or even in the church my thoughts was left hanging somewhere thinking about secrecy and illuminati, I felt so lightheaded. I even find their teaching awkwardly boring and doesn’t made sense to me at all.!

And I felt so different, I even hated my mum for misunderstanding me, I easily get mad-----but well actually I’m kinda crabby or moody but I became moodier than ever----not because I have my period----you know… I hated everything, everyone, even the people I’ve seen around!!! Terrible.

One day I woke up depressed, so depressed that all I wanna do is to sleep, and write more blogs, about music industry & mind control or anything will do as long as there were secrets revealed, and then sleep again. Denying the fact that I could see myself like those people I recently featured to my articles like Lindsay Lohan being addicted to social networking and twitting on twitter, and Britney Spears having multiple personality disorder…and Oh my God! am I mind-control myself??!! I mean no way! and claimed, “I am doing this for the glory of God!” in the first place.

Realizing that there was something missing, something I was lacking of-----guidance, I believe.
So umh, I would not doubt if one day you’ll find my blog boring since I’m gonna add any stories that is I think inspiring or alarming! I also decided to add any issues around the globe that might concerning my youth, religion, & belief, and etc.

But of course, I would still continue to reveal secrecy or occults, how the devil works to deceit the mass & you, of course with the help and guidance of God =) and yeah----I won’t delete my previous post since those are useful and real and a kind of fact that people must know and be aware of…


  1. hehe never tot it brought you this far...
    but don't you worry..God sees that and youll be protected..together with your family, love ones and even your spiritual being...just keep on trusting..k? God speed!!! ~_^ were here to support<<

  2. Isaiah 41...
    8 But thou, Israel, [art] my servant, Jacob whom I have chosen, the seed of Abraham my friend.

    9 [Thou] whom I have taken from the ends of the earth, and called thee from the chief men thereof, and said unto thee, Thou [art] my servant; I have chosen thee, and not cast thee away.

    10 Fear thou not; for I [am] with thee: be not dismayed; for I [am] thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.


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